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To the Wind

by Joy Ceiling

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1.
TTW 00:27
2.
The Kinks 02:14
I’m stuck in a trap I’m too stoned to leave my bed If I were to get out, I probably wouldn’t make it til midnight I’m losing my shit to the kinks in a cab I spent all my money, trying to earn it back I’ll fight it, but I won’t hide it well I know you’ll never let me I know I’m a drag Car in the left lane that just won’t pass You always bail me out But fuck the arts, it’s the last thing I’ve committed to I’ll fight it, but I won't hide it well I took your drugs and I didn’t even like them I’ll fight it, but I won’t hide it well I know you’ll never let me When you call I never pick up I know I’m gonna see you tomorrow
3.
Creamsicle 02:37
I can’t explain the way the world is when I don’t know what I’m doing half the time I wake up and start reciting my lines I throw up and put on a Russian disguise Why didn't anyone ever tell me I'm doing it all wrong? I’ll climb out of an abandoned speaker when I’m feeling insignificant I’ll swear I’m strong even when I’m not I’ll pretend I’m on top until I’m happy again Until I’m happy again I know you’re ready I know you’re ready to go
4.
Claw 02:03
I tried it once or twice That shit just don’t feel right I’ll waste my breath another way I’ll try to sleep it off I’ve tried it off the cuff But my objective’s never met My whole body descends just like an avalanche, consuming every thought that I produce You’re like holy water resurrecting me back to a life I might regret It’s never enough, never enough Never enough, so I’ll just claw my way to you
5.
How did I get I get so dumb? Why do I keep hanging around? I was flying just a little but didn’t mean to pick you apart Nothing excites you now that you have nothing to complain about I tried to relax but if I’m being honest I stayed curious while you were bottling up the large bodies of water that freak me out Nothing excites you now that you have nothing to complain about Don’t stare at the water, it will swallow you up
6.
Elaine 01:57
How long did it take? I’ll stay distracted and anxious waiting for it to break Did you get close to something but don’t know the phrase? We were only good at things that would send us straight to hell Elaine, tell me how you got so brave Yeah, we were only good at things that would send us straight to hell. So why did you come to the park in the rain? Rethinking it now, why you asked for the pain Elaine, tell me how you got so brave
7.
I've got money on the table that says I’ll be ready to leave before the guest of honor shows up to the bar late, fashionably With anyone but me You left the Fireside on New Year’s Eve with anyone but me Cause I think you’re in love I think you’re in love with everyone but me. I’ve got a million no-good reasons Okay, maybe just two or three For why I can’t stop making plans To be where I don’t wanna be With anyone but me We left your mother’s house on New Year’s Eve With anyone but me Cause I think you’re in love I think you’re in love with everyone but me Nah nah nah
8.
Planets 02:44
Wake up, I’m stressin Can’t have a repeat of 2016 Guess I’ll try my best To keep my head on straight And not to occupy too much space I don’t know what planet we’re on I can see it crashing into the sun Then we’ll all throw the cake and celebrate Cause all you motherfuckers are wrong I’ve been oppressing my lowly thoughts of rage Could never justify someone else’s pain I don’t know what planet we’re on I can see it crashing into the sun Then we’ll all throw the cake and celebrate Cause all you motherfuckers are wrong You should get used to being sad You should get used to being lonely
9.
Supernatural 02:28
You’ve got it put into writing What to do with your body You said it’s your last experiment You’ll say that you want them back All the days that you lived too fast But they could never offer enough to buy you The things that you were never willing to sell Why does it feel like I’m dying? Or enclosed in a room? I try to think what could or couldn’t have been true — You think you’re supernatural, and I might too Yeah, I might too I know I’m too late for your birthday But I painted you a portrait of Frieda Kahlo My apologies for fucking it up You say all your plans are made, and you know everything you’re gonna do with all the things in your life that you are going through. And all you’re thinkin’ is that you want it back. (It’s) bizarre how we all think of life and then mortality transpires through. “Well am I dyin’ right now?” “…cause we’re all going to.” And all I hope is that, I’m not just fuckin’ it up. “Yeah…am I fuckin’ it up?”
10.
Fire Alarm 03:30
You’re always late by about 15 minutes You think that traffic doesn’t exist, until you’re caught up in it My cubicle walls remind me of time committed But I see the trouble we’re in when you don’t You’ll be the loudest in the room when I won’t You never wanted more Momma always said that money isn’t everything Cause you could always pull the fire alarm, You could always flip your Claddagh ring We could always slip into the side of a mountain Planting daisies on our hill, completely off the grid And we’ll never look backwards I see the trouble we’re in when you don’t
11.
Time Pass 01:58
Feels like I’m in a sitcom on mute Elvis in a space suit, passing out edibles I feel fuckin’ incredible How can you stand the sound of my voice? Have I become that skipping record you can’t bear to throw away? Cause what would I do if I couldn’t find you? If I vanished into thin air and didn’t have the chance to tell you If you’re wild and I’m dangerous, then it never had a chance to fail It never had a chance, never had a chance Never had a chance to fail I’m always on time, just like the clouds know the ins and the outs of the weather But that was a lie, cause you figured out that I don’t always know better It never had a chance, never had a chance Never had a chance to fail
12.
Serotonin 03:33
It’s such a strange time to be alive I’ve got a feeling we’re all gonna die My screen keeps loading, brain decoding Serotonin won’t be here til the morning My mind does stage-dives at inappropriate times, all without any warning Impulsive brake lights with poor reaction time… All collide into view I need proof that I need you Cause how can I sleep without closing my eyes? What's keeping me warm in my digital life? I need proof I took the red line back to the west side Rapid, help me forget what happened last night I heard that same guy singing Rock the Casbah Had me rewinding to a past life Well he won’t listen to me, but I could’ve bet on his prime What does it feel like to keep on wasting your time? I need you to talk me through How I went from gazing stares to deflating highs Or how holding me breath won't keep me alive I need you I need you to walk me through How can I sleep without closing my eyes? I’ll quit holding my breath if you keep me alive I need you

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released August 18, 2023

Recorded and Engineered by Ben Ryan - Chicago, IL
Mastered by Dave Klyman at Retro City Studios - Philadelphia, PA
Art by Kayla Hay

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